Epiphany.

epiphany:

how are you supposed to get rid of something if you still act like it exists?


I guess if you know it's there but don't act on it. when we have expectations of how things should be, we get so caught up in the picture of what we would like to happen in our head. we paint fantasies in our imagination. and when are expectations are crushed to the real life, everything comes crashing down, because you have poured your heart, soul, mind, yourself in it's entirety to believe the expectations you have created.

and life just passes you by, it doesn't wait for expectations. or moments. it simply, is.

come to terms with what exists. for lack of other words, the good, the bad the ugly.

Have the confidence to be in control. 

Sewing

I sewed a dress today! Don't know what possessed me. It's still in the works, but here's the general idea.

I only sewed the skirt part, lined it, put a slit it, and then wrapped the top part around in bow. You can do so much with the top, there are tons of DIY tutorials and stuff. Super simple for such a formal dress. The top picture is of the one shoulder version. Thinking about doing some embroidery and such. We'll see where it goes. Very fun.

I will travel the world!

the people.

the places. 

the culture. 

the food. 

Oh the places I'll go, from the wise words of Dr. Seuss. (that book is inspiring.)

God is good.

The world is vast. 

That excites me.

WORLD, HERE I COME?

NAW.

WORLD, HERE I AM!