Wednesday, November 23, 2011

11.23.11

Inquisitive. 
Melancholy.

Crying inside because you've changed inside. I love what you were but now I'm so hurt that you'll never be the same boy why did you change? Change the bad maybe change the ugly maybe but don't change what's been made to make me insane baby. Now I cry tears inside because it took me years to find you but only a second to be lied to. 

I just can't help myself. No, no, no I just can't help myself. 

You'll never know how bad you hurt me because I'll still smile for you everyday like nothings changed. On the outside everything's just dandy but on the inside what used to make me feel like heaven now makes me feel so crappy. I still can't put into word this feeling, maybe your love isn't all I've been needing. 

I just can't help myself. No, no, no I just can't help myself. 

Can I just find someone to show me love? Yeah, yeah, yeah. But I don't want a love to be just out of sight simply out of spite I want you to love me with all your heart part of your mind  and me with all mine because a love like ours would have never died. 

I just can't help myself. No, no, no I just can't help myself.

Trying to hear the city without sound it seems so loud where are you now?

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